“Without Mother…”

I suppose it was sometime on my first grade in elementary school. Living close by my school, I happened to move further away from it. It wasn’t that far, but I guess as an elementary student it felt that way. When I lived close by, I usually ran to it after school, and mom was ready with delicious supper.

On the first day we moved in, forgetting the promise that mom would pick me up after school, searching my memory, I finally reached my new place. Surely the sun was setting when I came out of school, but when I reached home, one by one; stars were showing up on the night sky.

But, what’s the matter? Usual supper, under a warm light wasn’t welcoming me, but there stood a padlocked dark house. Father frequently came home rather late, so I tried to find mom. She always waited for me around this time, but where is she? I didn’t even have a mind of stepping in the empty house, without mom.

With a child’s mind, I had a scary thought that I lost my mom, and tears welled up in my eyes. And wasn’t this place unfamiliar, a new resident? I called mom out loud, but there was no reply. The feeling that I had that time… Breathtaking fear, only pitiful tears were running down my face. It wouldn’t have been that scary even if I lost this whole world.

I started to head back the way I came. I thought that I would go anywhere, even stay up all night to find her. I couldn’t stand a moment with a whole heart of finding Mom. Even a fearsome passerby’s shadow was nothing to me. There I was; walking in the dark, straining my eyes, calling mom, even in a small sense.

‘Where is she? I didn’t have supper yet… Did something happen? What should I do without her? I can’t go to school, can’t do nothing! Please come back, mom! I’m scared, mom!’

Trembling with fear, crying, I walked up to the corner of a large road with a streetlamp. That was it. Over the streetlamp’s light, faraway at a glance, mom’s familiar form came to me.

“It’s Mom. Mom!”

Truly it was heartrending; the joy of finding Mom, and the feeling of relief that I didn’t lose her. Suddenly something burning filled up my throat and muted me. I roughly cried and ran straight to Mom and embraced her.

Mom was really surprised when she came to pick me up at school. Hearing from my classmates that I went home ahead of her, she wondered why I would not keep the promise and go alone. She was coming back worrying that I might have lost the way finding the new place we moved in.

But Mom scolded me that she was surprised seeing me plodding alone on the dark road. Whatever she said, at that time, just seeing her again gave me a feeling of regaining this whole world.

I think about that day again. Now, I think I know why I feared and trembled so much with a thought that I might have lost my mom. That fear and trembling I had when I thought I lost my mom was a fearful thought of me losing my Heavenly Mother in Heaven.

Meeting Heavenly Mother, I could thoroughly feel the warmth and boundlessness of mother’s love. Knowing well enough that Her child could not live a moment without Mother, she came all the way down, straight from heaven to the earth to find us. With a warm smile, she gives us comfort. She is our Heavenly Mother.

In my childhood, just like a house without Mom would feel chilly, wouldn’t heaven without Heavenly Mother be just like that? I realize, the place with Mother would only be the place to rest my soul. Now that I know that I am an existent who cannot live a moment without Heavenly Mother, I engrave in my heart that the place where Mother goes is precisely the place where I must go.

Just like me, I feel so sad thinking of spiritual brothers and sisters wandering in the dark, looking for Heavenly Mother. Let us quickly find our lost heavenly family and enjoy the happiness with Mother, forever and ever!

Those who want to be with the Free Woman?
A messenger from Babylon.

16 thoughts on ““Without Mother…”

  • April 17, 2018 at 8:52 am
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    I cannot think about my life without our heavenly mother!

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  • April 16, 2018 at 3:26 pm
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    Spiritual Mother is the source of our life. She has comforted our weak and tired souls and encouraged with Her untiring love. Thanks to Her.

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  • April 16, 2018 at 9:27 am
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    Without Heavenly Mother, we are nothing. She is a source of eternal life.

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  • April 27, 2016 at 1:00 pm
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    Could you live without Mother? No !! I could not live for my salvation without my Heavenly Mother. God the Mother is the sauce of the life n of the love n life itself. I need my God the Mother for the entrance of kingdom of heaven. She is essential to me !! Thank you heavenly Mother came to me !!

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  • April 26, 2016 at 4:18 pm
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    Women are weak, but mothers are strong. It is hard for women to carry load and even to walk on a flat land. But to see a doctor, mothers climb over hills, carrying their sick children on their backs with supernatural power. Mother are like that. This is the love of mothers in the world, then how much more love must our heavenly Mother have?

    ” But the jerusalem that is above is free, and she is our Mother” (Galatians 4:26) I love my Heavenly Mother so much forever, Mother. ♥

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  • April 26, 2016 at 3:14 pm
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    There was no way to be saved from the death without Heavenly Mother. Let’s more diligently spread Mother’s love to our lost brothers and sisters and bring back to Mother’s arm quickly!

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  • July 21, 2015 at 7:09 am
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    There’ll be no more happiness when we are not loved by God the Mother!

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  • June 2, 2015 at 1:34 pm
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    Without God the Mother, I can’t survive. Because of YOU, I receive the eternal life and promise to go to heaven. Thanks to God the Mother and I love YOU!

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    • June 3, 2015 at 4:36 am
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      So we need God the Mother. We can never think the heaven without Mother.

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  • May 31, 2015 at 3:07 pm
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    I agree with this, actually, without heavenly mother, it means that he is wandering in the darkness. It is very scary and we have to get pity on him because we are children of God!

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    • June 1, 2015 at 1:42 pm
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      Right, without God the Mother, there cannot exist true happiness for us! She is the source of eternal happiness. We are to remember that we all were heavenly children even though we are living on the earth.

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  • May 25, 2015 at 10:22 am
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    The Bible teaches us the truth of life! The existence of “God the Mother” is to be remembered by all of us for eternal salvation. She is the source of eternal happiness!

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    • May 25, 2015 at 1:45 pm
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      This good news is being delivered to the whole world! However, not all the time! The day will come when this message will not be delivered any more!

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  • May 24, 2015 at 12:18 pm
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    Without “God the Mother”? Then, there’ll be eternal gloom. Who in the world can smile a bright smile without “God the Mother”?

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  • May 17, 2015 at 1:54 pm
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    I’m just a little child before “God the Mother”! I always need Her endless love in all things.

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    • June 8, 2015 at 2:47 pm
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      I agree. without heavenly mother, there are only darkness and scary.
      we need heavenly mother because we are children of God!

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